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! [24♥Apr♥09 @ 01:15pm ] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Plain white t's ] lots of big things going on this coming summer, * Doing new casters makeup tuesday * Going to be on the Morning news Friday * Hair and makeup for Springs Preserve Courte Eco Bridal Fashion Show and Modeling 2 gowns! =D * Our car comes home in 3 weeks! * A summer with my love! * Bridal parties * Memorial day Weekend at the Play boy mansion! * Big Bear Vacation! Lots of good things to come and im being as positive as i can with all the bumps in the road. I love my papa ♥ lived my dreams

[17♥Dec♥08 @ 01:10pm ] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | blow dryers ] worrrk worrk so this is my first year doing hair and my first job ever that i stayed longer than a year I love doing hair and makeup and i love my 2nd family at Roni Josef. Our hair wars competition at wasted space we got 2nd that was fun hah i looked crazy with a afro though :/ a legit fro omg never again.. Im finally happy with andrew too, it took a while to adjust with all the changes but im good and happy and am slammed with work 2009 bring it man im over 2008 cant wait to start the new year right! lived my dreams

omg... [19♥Oct♥08 @ 06:50pm ] [ mood | apathetic ] so my mom went to jail for domestic violence, my parents are divorcing, my family wants me to move back to california my life is here in las vegas if i stay im going to be alone because i just broke up with jair the one person my rock... i just cant handle anything or having a boyfriend my mind is in a zillion other places and i know hed be there to help me i just need to be single and get my thoughts straight... he hates me though so i am now even sadder... wooooow and its a wonder why ive become such a fucking pot head lately to move and runaway... or not to move that is the question.. :( 1 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

!?@!~ SERIOUSLY [30♥Sep♥08 @ 02:47pm ] [ mood | depressed ] i found out my parents are divorcing and my mom took off to california a week ago.... CAN I EVER GET A FREAKING BREAK :((((((((((( lived my dreams

uh oh [16♥Sep♥08 @ 06:54pm ] [ mood | chipper ] i have the biggest crush........ lived my dreams

Yep, [05♥Sep♥08 @ 05:39pm ] So last night to top off a bad week my car got broken into at the Sahara Casino parking garage i guess when i grabbed my purse my wallet fell out so i got to the car to get it and its completely gone along with jair's whole backpack which had lots of personal things. i mean Common i want to just SCREAAAAAAAMmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! we were only inside for less than 20 minutes and my credit cards were ALready being used! 2 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

[02♥Sep♥08 @ 09:02pm ] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Testify- Rage Against the Machine ] so i guess growing up you truely do find out which friends are keepers and which are fake as hell, even if you arent the best of friends with some people they end up being there for you more then the people who you thought would always be there to help you out... i learned this lesson over the weekend. Truly a valuable lesson to learn you cant be friends or try to be friends with everybody i never understood why some girls always had a guard up with new people came around their crowd. but finding out what i did this weekend i truly understand more of what my parents had tried to teach me even from what ive seen happen with my own friends i never experienced it until friday. yeah i cant believe what happened being totally helpless i never felt so shitty in my whole life, im glad i have the friends i have from what i know theyre my friends, ive learned you cant even trust your" best friends" you cant completely trust anybody ive always been a nice good hearted friend but even when you give your all to someone they can turn their back if something doesnt benefit them. I truly believe you cannot trust nobody but your own family if youve experienced being completely beaten by a BEST friend and Left on the street with no car no phone at 5 in the morning with not even a car or person anywhere near by over an argument your get beat with a weapon and left there while you obviously cannot fight back if you got sucker punched knocked out waking up on the street is so scary. yeah it sucks and you cant win every fight i dont care to say that happened just never thought itd be by someone you were close to and helped out so much over an arguement of disagreeing where we both wanted to go after a party words were exchanged and bam waking up left is the worst thing ever. having a complete stranger have to me a ride to my boyfriend which i was suppose to be with but i thought going to meet with my friends would be fun so i can hangout with them too was the perfect idea im honestly never wanting to leave his sight or hang out with anybody i do know the true friends i have and its about a handful that i can trust but still im hesitant to completly give my all any more to people to give an effort to be friends with anybody 3 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

whats up LJ [21♥Jun♥08 @ 07:52pm ] [ mood | curious ] i sure miss posting, its been ages its funny how you read your entries over the years and soo much has changed some things you read make you mad and some things make you laugh well all is well just working and hanging out i just got ready its only about 8oclock but whatever im always late so i figured id like to not rush for once im short on time and ill finish this later... 1 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

well [12♥Mar♥08 @ 05:16pm ] [ mood | giddy ] monday was the best day of my life, i finally got what ive been wanting for EVER, i went through with it i got my Breast AUGMENTATION. yepp i love my new twins theyre HUGE not a lot of pain at all actually none at all really just sometimes some burning but thats all im inlove <333333 love you all whose been coming over and my baby Jair whose been here with me 2 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

=) [31♥Dec♥07 @ 10:00am ] [ mood | bouncy ] yess today i feel the most energized in like a whole week ive been super sick and sad so im offically OVER it. im excited i have energy i just want to party tonight happy new years!!!! P.s. I heart Texas =) 2 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

. [28♥Dec♥07 @ 07:56pm ] [ mood | numb ] what do you do when your madly inlove with one boy and didnt realize it till you dated another? new bf loves you and is a great guy and tells you he loves you more then anything in the world but you just dont feel it... you dont get the chills when he touches you ,when he looks at you like he never wants to be with any other person ever, you dont have that same look for him like you have for your ex the look like you can never be apart from him, you dont cry for him at night when your in his arms you for some reason you dont seem to fit, like a puzzle piece. i mean the new bf is exactly what your looking for in every possible way even more you should be inlove with him there isnt any reason at all hes not more then perfect for you but im here crying again for someone i thought was perfect and i can be happy with but im not im crying because i dont know what to do when you have two people who love you more then anything in the world and i just want to crawl in a ball and cry my eyes out i cant pick i just dont want neither anymore im soo sick of crying and feeling bad for one or the other when i kiss him i think of someone else thats not right its cheating in a way my whole heart isnt in it like i thought it was i cant give someone a half assed love, i want to be able to give it my all and right now i cant give noone nothing i cant even go on with my days im soo sad its ridiculous. i have nothing left . ive been soo depressed about this for awhile now ive made myself sick really sick i got sent home today from work i cant even breathe nor sleep have the time ive been sleeping off night quil what is a girl to do? i was never the heart breaker type ive always had to make everyone happy in this situation someone is going to get hurt or shall i say two of us is going to be hurt 1 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

ive only came outto a few, not sure i can persue im a chicken. [22♥Aug♥07 @ 10:43pm ] [ mood | confused ] apparently i have a talent, the esthetic teacher told me i should *persue(sp) a career in makeup.... its been know i love to apply it and it comes real easy for me but im just not confident enough... i feel as if the world is laughing at me when i do it or judging me hah but whatever im really hyper right now from the gym, i feel all drugged out from a spike energy drink im typing a freaking million words a minute haha but MEXICO in about a week, then the same day we get back off to CALI nigga. PARTY PARTY PARTY.... i know its bad, but it seems to be the ONLY*** thing i want to do or sounds like real fun is to get wasted and dance and socialize... mhmm i wonder if thats a career? im almost done with school i cant wait to be done SEPTEMBER 21st ill be a cosmetologist =) daaaaaannnnng following the family tradition its really AMAZING to have a family bond doing hair, especially since im the only child and both my parents do it. i love our family trips to hair shows etc.... im very privilaged to get to learn from two pros ill always have by myside. HURRY UP BOYFRIEND GAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWSSH dude your killin me here. lived my dreams

[06♥Jul♥07 @ 06:07pm ] [ mood | blank ] love these two. CALIFORNIA tomorrow funnn funn! lived my dreams

[02♥Jul♥07 @ 01:32pm ] road trip this saturday nay nay u down?! lived my dreams

entry [29♥Jun♥07 @ 10:59pm ] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | air conditioner? ] dear journal, it seems this year isnt nobodys year really the more i hear peoples lives are just going down hill, mine on the other hand is taking off but im the one stopping it. I for some reason just keep messing everything up. but somehow they always get fixed but not by me? if that makes sense i just keep getting lucky im scared my luck will run out one day im very thankful thank you guardian angel. tonight was a very odd night went to the show at jillians to support the boys theyre fucking awesome, while i was there, there were speed bumps telling me it wasnt going to be that great of a night i really have a sense for those sort of things i see signs in everything and i just know how to read people or if something good or bad is going to happen anyways the show was awesome but on the way there i get a call from my mom telling me SPIKE is dead. my cockatiel of 9 years, he was just a tiny baby when i got him i was sort of his mamma? he only liked me and let me touch him, i cant believe this happened he was found in the bottom of his cage just sitting there. im still crying sounds pretty lame to most but i loved this bird i feel as if i didnt even get to spend anytime playing with him in about a week probably way longer... and feel soo guilty of neglect. the boyfriend and i are good kinda in an arguement but hey its normal oh well tomorrow is another day of schoooooooooool thank god im in the salon today was swamped! non stop appts all day love these kinds of days! love brenda and renee, adriana, ashley and cynthia my circle of friends that since the day imet each and everyone of them NEVER turned theyre back or talk shit. its really nice to actually see those who are good and bad for you to hangout with before i was totally blind to that and getting screwed over seems soo distant at the moment well starting with tonight haha a certain friend who was the first to say NEVER hurt me or turn your back on me thats fucked up, did just that and seems i get the last laugh i was never wrong seems boys are much more funner to kick it with then your friends just because the attention ? naw not my kind of thing so thats why im just like whatever dude... i wish i had a blunt diary it would just be so nice to chill after all this crying today was truely a hard day and i just want to go to bed but i cant thats the worst when you just lie there and cant pass out because everything that went wrong in the day just runs through your mind and you cant fix any of it! lived my dreams

[10♥Apr♥07 @ 10:33pm ] [ mood | calm ] [ music | godly chanting ] First time actually on a computer more than 5 minutes. hah already kinda bored. so spring break for everybody sounds like a blast too bad we didnt get to have one but i still had the BEST week EVER. hah suckers and here i thought i was missing out. ALEX and I celebrated our ONE YEAR anniversary. yep! =D we went down to MY LAKE HOUSE yep i have a lake house as of two weeks ago. BAD ASS. we got fucking blown alll weekend and then brendas family party was saturday ALWAYS a fun ass drunken night of dancing my ass off. got in a car accident today wasnt my fault some guy hit me and i spun crazyyy, but im ok and some punk ass jerk tried to say it was my fault FUCKING instigator! of course my big mouth shared some words with him and we went on our seperate ways. NOT SMART. Im offically going to start some serious spring cleaning for my house, for my soul, piece of mind and my body. that is the plan not sure itll go through ive noticed my will power sometimes gets the best of me but ive learned to get through my urges to splurge on the bad stuff. its been only a couple hours and it feels like an eternity! gosh ima sap i love alex. lived my dreams

[21♥Nov♥06 @ 08:50pm ] whow mario lopez is so hot. anyways... instead of cleaning our room while alex is working im sitting myfat ass on the couch with a big back of chile limon chips YUM! ill cry later about feeling guilty at least i have a perfect boyfriend who lets me cry to him =) the holidays are here and i have no job its ok im working on it slowly but ill get one eh oh well... I had this dream about me loosing two teeth so i thought that was a rather odd dream so i looked it up and it said i wasnt taking in information as i should. i should be applying myself more to my studies which that interpretation had a good point cus i dont study for my tests but i seem to always do good which is good but iw ant to be GREAT. so ima take advantage of my time alone now since alex will be working a lot. last night i gave my self a pedicure looks soo good!! im proud of myself and the best of all itwas totally free. I LOVE BEAUTY SCHOOL. but i tend to fall asleep a whole lot during theory but its like i already know what shes talking about but its still rude i know it and i sit in the front but i cant help it i dont even realize im asleep until brenda kicks me to wake up! anyways my parents are going out of town tomorrow for 4 days! oh dang ima be so LONELY. because in the nights my baby will be working not late but still what am i going to do?! ehh ima buy some bottles and get drunk the WHOLE time even better itll be our little house this weekend! im excited. me and alex decided on a dog were going to get were going to get a BABY BULLDOG! were going on 9 months seems like so much longer yet it feels as if it went so fast! never thought id find someone like him. i need to go on a diet and hit the gym again i gained about 10lbs and it feels GROSS. ima start after this weekend for sure i just need to get through the holidays like everyone else yeah yeah yeah ima do it you watch! i miss danielle. i miss chelsea and elise. ima go to florida and visit chels! 1 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

Deanna ♥ Alex [06♥Nov♥06 @ 09:04pm ] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | john Legend ] mhmm well where to start i havent been on here in so long so for the past half hour or so ive been reading EVERYONES entries lurking i guess im just curious to see what everyones been up to i dont even get the chance to get on the computer ever. alex is always on. Things are great. Beauty school is amazing i love it soo much. its my place =) especially being able to be there with your best friends is a total bonus. The girls there are great all so nice. The past couple weeks ive been down in the dumps kinda for no reason. but im better now i just got sad i miss the old deanna a lot. but im loving the improved one more. I have the love of my life were inceperable we do the most random things and have so much fun or just do absolutely nothing and just have as much fun its pretty cool friday was our 8 months. yay he makes me so happy for a while we were starting to argue because we spent tooo much time together so we talked it out and it worked but we still live together and are together all the time hes my best friend in the world he understands better than i even know myself weird he already knows what im thinking before i even say anything my parents are good too my dad is in cali right now sucks for my mom to be alone for the next couple days im barely home to spend time with her let alone spend time ever with my parents anymore school is great but its a handful man it takes a lot outta u being there 9 and a half hours and day 5 days a week. Halloween was great spent it with Brenda and her cousins. i love them soo much. It was fun we had a bonfire and had a bbq drank told stories good times but school the next morning was MISERABLE. boy i tell ya. i got my first credit card and visa card. hahahaha yeah yeah yeah i know what your thinking BAD IDEA. HECK YES it is a bad idea i dont even know how much ive spent i just recently went shopping :/ ehh but i got some bad ass boots buy a pair get a pair free so i soo couldnt pass it up. and i needed accessories and makeup so i slurgged again :/ now i know why renee was so strict with her card im horrible im trying though really. i dont have anything to say really except i hope everyone is doing well and i really wanted to go to NFG i havent missed a show and im really bummed i did. i was soo tired though its horrible. its 8:03 ima shower and go to sleep im tired. like always. oh and im disappointed in myself i gained about 5 lbs GAHH! 1 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

[06♥Sep♥06 @ 11:00am ] [ music | grove armada" hands of time" ] mini update... went to cali with the boyfriend and my parents it was soo much fun. damn we went to universal studios, santa monica, went shopping, the pier, went to hollywood, i must say playing in the ocean with alex was the funnest thing ive ever done. we tanned haha even though hes already brown he just got a little red i got burnt! ouch :/ we had our own hotel rooms pretty sweeet mannn were going back i believe in two weeks just me and alex we want to find a place soon as i get out of beauty school. i work today at three now the fun is over its going back to work everyday eww but gotta do it i got another ticket ugh in a school zone gross its like tripple now ugh im broke lol but its ok! things are good im really happy i love how alex called me about half hour ago from school to tell me he loves me soo cute! =) i bought a badass pair of nikes for the gym im going to start going back to the gym ive stopped but i went to a kickboxing class there about a week ago it was soo much fun it killed me but damn i loved it im going to find the schedule for it so i can keep going to it. i hung out with jorge yesterday for like an hour while alex was getting his teeth fixed down the street from jorges house... i can say after everything there is no interest in the boy ugh gross.. haha hes just a friend. i miss jennifer a whole lot. i really miss my boob haha me and brenda have been hanging out lately too its amazing! we went to a strip club me and her and were the only chicks in there soo much fun im obsessed with high heels. i have to buy every cute pair i see i have about 20 pairs in all colors right now my collection is growing though. me and alex live together weird huh? we live at eachothers houses weekly kinda funny. i believe for xmas my parents are getting me my own condo though i want a town house cus they have yards i want a yard for my dogs where ever i go i AM taking my dogs =) and im getting a puppy. im obsessed with this song grove armada hands of time. i love it. i miss highschool i miss being little but im soo happy where im at right now. ive decided im going to be doing make up for movies at universal studios. i really wanted to be a cop but soon as i get out of beauty school im paying off my loan which is 25000 i know A LOT. haha then im going to the make up academy in LA. to learn all kinds of make up. how to apply stage make up, runway make up, how to transform people using make up just everything!! im overly excited. and the best part of going to beauty school is BRENDA IS GOING WITH ME WERE IN THE SAME CLASS! how exciting. =) but yeah thats about all i guess ive got to clean the house yuck!! lived my dreams

[15♥Aug♥06 @ 12:25pm ] [ mood | blank ] beauty school starts in october FINALLY. i got a job at euphoria salon i recently recieved two raises at work , one for being " best delco" and the other becasue they now want me to work mornings and its wayyyy busier idk whatever. go me! hah Alex and i are doing really good were together 24/7 oddly enough were not sick of eachother. when were apart even for like hours were talking cus we want to be together... weird. i guess you can say were inlove its pretty amazing but i just dont know how things are going to be when he starts school in two weeks ugh gay ima be working mornings so im not lonely at home since hed be at school but then im off when hed start work so either way things are going to change shitty. maybe this is good for us though i can get back to my routine my gym! i havent gone in like a month and a half its hard hes with me every second! im used to going everyday two times a day even im getting fat. really fat gross at least i feel fat. im dying my hair red again this saturday Me alex my mom and dad are going to cali next saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday. were going to six flags the beach I WANT TO GO TO SEAWORLD. =) i miss brenda soo much i havent seen her in like weeks! because she went outta town and our days off are different now so its like a special occasion when we see eachother fuck i miss her its ok were going to be in beauty school together! yess!!! were both signed up for the same class im wayy excited <3 i like rori. she likes me too. 2 whatevers ...... lived my dreams

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